SMACK, in the coffee!

I can't say I was totally pleased with today.  I mean really.  Still no call from Heidi.

Trying really hard not to make it personal, cuz I am sure it's not -- but since it's my first sale contact it is making me a bit... oh ... twitchy.

*twitch*

Dad Report: Dad and I talked a bit about Lawrence today - brought on by me telling him we walked downtown last night - and him wanting to know how far that was.  So he really just wanted an idea of how big Lawrence was -- and then that led me talking about moving from Albuquerque; and he wanted to know why I had moved to New Mexico "how it came to be" - and THAT led to me talking about my having been married - and THAT led to Dad asking me if my VHM had stolen me away from my husband.  When I told Dad that there had been 4 years or so between my ex and the VHM, he asked me if "I had taken time to sample other options before deciding on (VHM) him?"  oh Dad, you haven't really changed much, no matter your disabilities...  so we talked about relationships a bit and how VHM came to be in my life.

2009 Washington

Set up Etsy Store

Work on logo, and “tag line”

Work on bio

Take better pictures of product

WRITE.

Get new pricing info/agreement to sister

Set up Box.net account

Send check to BizBaz

Make appt to show cards to MADE

Talk with Heidi

 

Random Photo of the Day:  

2009 A beach just outside of Victoria, B.C.

I stayed in this area one of the times I went to see my Dad - it was the weirdest "bed and breakfast" situation EVER.  However, it was close to the beach, and I would walk down almost every morning before going to meet up with my Poppa.  As soon as I saw the playground, it was clear I had been at this beach as a small child.  Crazy how the memory works. 

Fears & Anxieties - it's clear my confidence is waning. I don't wait well. My mind can come with a million bad ways this can go. I am working on remaining calm. Reminding myself no decision has been made. Detaching from any decision that might be made. 

Tonight M & L came over - - to watch Fringe (and eat pizza, though we were all too hungry to politely wait until they got here).  It's always good to see them - though I note our little family is not terribly social even with people in our midst. We break off into little clumps, come together for broad conversations, then separate back into clumps. 

I need cookies. or PIE.